I never really felt guilty or bad about it until more recently, but a lot of my friends have made me feel bad for my number. I will be 27 in less than a monh and have slept with a total of 46 people. I wasn't sexually active until I turned 18 but I was in a long term relationship and only had sex withmy one boyfriend I had till I was 21. I'm not necessarily proud of my.number but I'm also not ashamed of it. I get tested often and stay clean and healthy.